[03 Jan 2007|02:27am] it is only the second day of 2007 and already things are looking down. i dont want to get into it. death is hanging around my family and soon enough he will be taking someone with him. I hope more than anything that i'm wrong but i'm going to try not to think about it. I need to move out of my house. My tiny little room isnt doing it for me anymore. It's time to leave the nest. i'm not in school yet. i wish i was. fuck, i hate live journal. i dont even know why i bother to write in this thing. all everyone ever does on this thing is cry cry cry. I'm not any better. suck it up rob. jesus fucking christ. I need to hang out with pitkin more. 2 comments|post comment

i always get chocolate stains on my pants... [31 Dec 2006|09:27pm] [ music | thin lizzy ] I’m an asshole. I don’t mean to be. Sometimes I get days mixed up. Other times they just all bled together. There is an extreme lack of sunlight in the winter months. Mostly because I snooze right through them. Sorry for missing your bands friends. Sorry for the lack of contact friends. Sorry I disappear like Houdini from time to time friends. I have bad habits (more than one.) But I also have direction and focus on the future. I’ve been working on myself... ...but I have been neglecting my social life. 2006 was a good year for me. 2007...well let’s see how I do. <3 3 comments|post comment

...And the hegoat shall rule all. [17 Dec 2006|09:56pm] there has been way to much going on in my brain. I cant function like a normal person anymore. I need a new job. I need friends. I love the poeple i roll with but it seems like the number of faces has decreased to a large extent. I'm probaly just going into isolantion again without realizing it. Misanthropy? i dont know. blah blah blah. i think i need a vacation from this city(or country) 5 comments|post comment

[25 Nov 2006|04:39pm] update: it took me about 10 minuets to get past "update" i dont even know why i have this thing, i dont want people to know what i'm up to. post comment

[01 Nov 2006|08:52pm] last night was the most akward night of my life...and i loved every minuet of it. 3 comments|post comment

rant [30 Oct 2006|08:08pm] I am so sick of seeing internet frauds. Every time I go on myspace I see 100 new bulletins from the same pathetic people, there always telling you to check out there new picture or leave them comments. Everyday there finding a new way to hype themselves up. The sad part is that in real life there miserable pieces of shit with nothing worthwhile to offer you. 3 comments|post comment

[30 Oct 2006|06:21pm] so i went to toronto all dayy on sunday. it was great. i wish i was still there. coming back to buffalo is such a bummer.... ..... i have nothing else interesting to say. 1 comment|post comment

boogie down...all the way down....... [17 Oct 2006|11:17pm] i still dont have power, but my chad does so i'm using his...oh my chad. the darkness is nice. i walked stina home from custer street a few days ago then i walked back home, it was pitch black and the sky looked bigger than i have ever seen, it really was a great walk home. things with the vajra hatchet are coming along, this black out kind of stalled things on the recordings but there should be music on our myspace as soon as we have power at our studio. were going to record a song with a sinth and a accoustic guitar...but this accoustic has an electric out put so i'm going to hook it up to a whaaaaaaaaa, it should make an interesting sound if it even works. work fucked me out of more than 100 dollars and cut almost 20 hours out of my check over the past 2 weeks, i'm talking to the owner tommarow....things are probaly going to get messy. BE HAPPY....PLEASE!!!!!!! 1 comment|post comment

[08 Oct 2006|03:28pm] I just discovered this band. http://www.myspace.com/sitarzan make dead meadow sound like they are from the middle east, thats the end result. 1 comment|post comment

[07 Oct 2006|01:30pm] :) post comment

[06 Oct 2006|06:32pm] i hate money. i hate it even more when you get less than you should have. i should be sending away 300$ right now, but i'm not. i would very much like to though. I really dont do anything anymore. Note to self: stop being lame. 5 comments|post comment

[26 Sep 2006|03:46pm] i feel as though i should say sorry to many people for dropping off the face of the earth. it's nothing personal to anyone. i work 53 hours a week and i'm in a band which practices about 4 to 5 times a week. i'm finally being responsible. I"m a ghost.I'ts great. on another not i just dropped 500$$$$$$$ on this... 5 comments|post comment

[23 Sep 2006|04:36pm] Wish You Were Here So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears, wish you were here. Shine on you Crazy Diamond (part 1) Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun. Shine on you crazy diamond. Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky. Shine on you crazy diamond. You were caught on the cross fire of childhood and stardom, blown on the steel breeze. Come on you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine! You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon. Shine on you crazy diamond. Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light. Shine on you crazy diamond. Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, rode on the steel breeze. Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine! post comment

[21 Sep 2006|10:23am] i could sit here and write a bunch of bullshit but i have always been told that if you have nothing nice to say then dont say anything. 1 comment|post comment

[16 Sep 2006|02:56pm] last night i saw the cro-mags...for free!!!!!!! i broke my toe during there set. it was worth it. it was everything i expected by far one of the best moments of my life. post comment

[13 Sep 2006|01:14pm] i dont like live journal. 2 comments|post comment

[31 Aug 2006|11:13pm] blah blah blah, fuck fuck fuck, whatev whatev whatev. dont care. DONT CARE. its getting cold. getting ready. thoughts thoughts thoughts, words words words. BLAH. still dont care. I'm going to see iron maiden in october. that i do care about. 3 comments|post comment

[20 Aug 2006|04:04pm] i have been wierd latley. 1 comment|post comment

[16 Aug 2006|04:47pm] this my be my favorite picture of all time... these ones follow close.. 2 comments|post comment

[14 Aug 2006|03:55pm] i start a new job in like 30 minuets. wish me luck. 2 comments|post comment

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